moody me

i don't know what happen to me recently.... i easily get angry but.... i dun wan 2 write it but.... ya... to remind me of my mistake..... on 22 of sept..... i busy doing my ads assignment n whatsoever... then... i accompany my friend buy food and after reach home.... i start my Islamic assignment.... i find a lot website to find for questionnaire about sex education but maybe because i TOO DAMN STUPID..... i cant find a lot of it.... but i still continue find it... tat time... My N friend oso inside my room.... she doing her own assignment.... n she know that im doing my Islamic assignment which i was same group with her... so basically tat nite my friend have a moon cake party n he invite me... me n my friend,N which she want to join our party go to his house for the moon cake festival... but bcause of she is a malay... she cant understand Chinese, i scare tat she felt isolated... so i ask my friend to let her through n let her to sit by my side n introduce her my friend... i dun know whether she having fun or not but at least i dun make her felt isolated.... because i remember tis afternoon when in Islamic class.... basically she n friend,Q ignore me in the Islamic class.... maybe they dun felt tat but i felt it... they just discuss the thing wif the senior and wen i say anything tey dun even wan 2 listen... great... i dun wan to put it inside my heart so i just let it be... wen we at the computer lab... same thing happen... am i invisible 2 u guys.... OK... wif my broken heart im going back straight after the class.... cntinue to he moon cake festival... ermmm... she going early n im having fun wit my friend n if i not mistaken wen the time about 11 somethng... my stomach felt pain.... so i going home early n i take my medicine n rest early.... IM SO SORI TAT MY STUPID STOMACH PAIN N I CARE ABOUT MY HEALTH SO I SLEPT N DIDNT DO THE ASSIGNMENT..... IM SO SORI TAT I BEING TOO SELLFISH TO REST!!!!!!!!!!! sori for tat.... so the nxt day i have class on 8 so i need 2 wake early to wake my friend up because he get warning by my lecturer if he miss his class again... he gonna barred him.... so i take my bath n wake him up.... i arrived early to class.... n class start from 8 until 12 somethng... im so freaking hungry so me n my frind go out for lunch.... n i told myself tat i wan 2 finish my work bfore i get home... but my friend chat4 until 2 something... wen i arrive home, its about 2.30.... so i use tat time to finish the work but i couldnt i lack of information... so i think my friend will understand my situation... so i went to class n print it..... so lecturer kinda scold me bcause i cant finish my job n the nice thing is my friend said that.... y dun u finish ur job??? dont u seach the internet??? OMG!!!!!!!!!!! SHE THRE WHEN I DOING MY THNG.... WEN I DOING UR BLOVED ASSIGNMENT.... ok then... d second nice thing is her bestie... awww....qim... u angry wif her... its because she can finish her job but u couldnt... both of u busy... ya!!!!!!!! i wrong!!!! ok!!! i going back home early.... ( if she can find like so damn a lot.... y can she tell me how 2 find it or whre can i get such information) today is the same thng happen... i wan to sit wif my friend, C.... so thre 4 seat... in the middle is my frind, k n j took it so because every1 want to sit with friend rite... so i just push her stuff n i sit at tat place... miss Q n N said tat wat do u fill if people do same thng to u n kip talk talk talk... lecture ;ecture lecture... n miss C said tat i mean.... ya... i mean cause i wanna sit wit u... i get it.... so i just sit the place tat they wan me to sit... n tey say tat i being kecil hati, i kept the word inside heart... if i stay thre u guys kip lecture lecture lecture... i move u guys say, i put inside heart... wat u guys want.... miss C,N,Q.... u know wat... today inside the lab... i being bice to u guys.... but u guys think tat im invisible... i know u guys dun fill like tat... but i the 1 hu u guys threat like tat... i know better... i tot we are friend... 'friend'...

over protective teenage life #.#

my parent over protective toward me.... maybe because im the only daughter or maybe because i quite rebel.... i cant go out more than 5 hours.... and i cant go out after 5pm with friend... last time i study at malay school.... i look like such a dork.... or ugly duck....

just coming back from his place =(

im just coming back from his place.... after a few min, i receive a msg. it written thre tat this is the first time not happy spending time with me =( im not happy when im rcv the msg... it felt like a bullet through my heart. i ask him wat is my mistake and he ask me 2 figure it out by myself. for God sake, i cannot guess what people thinkng about.... Im not God T.T then he told me he want to get some rest.... at first i felt kinda sad and everythng but now.... i feeling a lot better... i guess tat y they invent blogger 2 talk about shitty thing that happen in life.... to be continue....

raya holiday at sandakan^^

i wanna post lot of picture but then my memory card holder i left at kl.... so i will post my old picture at damansara.... where i spend lots of time with my dear friend... later im going out so i guess i will do the picture thingy tonight

my childhood^^

everyone cannot recognize me in the picture when i'm small ToT am i too different??? spot me in the picture^^