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Friday, September 24, 2010
moody me
i don't know what happen to me recently.... i easily get angry but.... i dun wan 2 write it but.... ya... to remind me of my mistake..... on 22 of sept..... i busy doing my ads assignment n whatsoever... then... i accompany my friend buy food and after reach home.... i start my Islamic assignment.... i find a lot website to find for questionnaire about sex education but maybe because i TOO DAMN STUPID..... i cant find a lot of it.... but i still continue find it... tat time... My N friend oso inside my room.... she doing her own assignment.... n she know that im doing my Islamic assignment which i was same group with her... so basically tat nite my friend have a moon cake party n he invite me... me n my friend,N which she want to join our party go to his house for the moon cake festival... but bcause of she is a malay... she cant understand Chinese, i scare tat she felt isolated... so i ask my friend to let her through n let her to sit by my side n introduce her my friend... i dun know whether she having fun or not but at least i dun make her felt isolated.... because i remember tis afternoon when in Islamic class.... basically she n friend,Q ignore me in the Islamic class.... maybe they dun felt tat but i felt it... they just discuss the thing wif the senior and wen i say anything tey dun even wan 2 listen... great... i dun wan to put it inside my heart so i just let it be... wen we at the computer lab... same thing happen... am i invisible 2 u guys.... OK... wif my broken heart im going back straight after the class.... cntinue to he moon cake festival... ermmm... she going early n im having fun wit my friend n if i not mistaken wen the time about 11 somethng... my stomach felt pain.... so i going home early n i take my medicine n rest early.... IM SO SORI TAT MY STUPID STOMACH PAIN N I CARE ABOUT MY HEALTH SO I SLEPT N DIDNT DO THE ASSIGNMENT..... IM SO SORI TAT I BEING TOO SELLFISH TO REST!!!!!!!!!!! sori for tat.... so the nxt day i have class on 8 so i need 2 wake early to wake my friend up because he get warning by my lecturer if he miss his class again... he gonna barred him.... so i take my bath n wake him up.... i arrived early to class.... n class start from 8 until 12 somethng... im so freaking hungry so me n my frind go out for lunch.... n i told myself tat i wan 2 finish my work bfore i get home... but my friend chat4 until 2 something... wen i arrive home, its about 2.30.... so i use tat time to finish the work but i couldnt i lack of information... so i think my friend will understand my situation... so i went to class n print it..... so lecturer kinda scold me bcause i cant finish my job n the nice thing is my friend said that.... y dun u finish ur job??? dont u seach the internet??? OMG!!!!!!!!!!! SHE THRE WHEN I DOING MY THNG.... WEN I DOING UR BLOVED ASSIGNMENT.... ok then... d second nice thing is her bestie... awww....qim... u angry wif her... its because she can finish her job but u couldnt... both of u busy... ya!!!!!!!! i wrong!!!! ok!!! i going back home early.... ( if she can find like so damn a lot.... y can she tell me how 2 find it or whre can i get such information) today is the same thng happen... i wan to sit wif my friend, C.... so thre 4 seat... in the middle is my frind, k n j took it so because every1 want to sit with friend rite... so i just push her stuff n i sit at tat place... miss Q n N said tat wat do u fill if people do same thng to u n kip talk talk talk... lecture ;ecture lecture... n miss C said tat i mean.... ya... i mean cause i wanna sit wit u... i get it.... so i just sit the place tat they wan me to sit... n tey say tat i being kecil hati, i kept the word inside heart... if i stay thre u guys kip lecture lecture lecture... i move u guys say, i put inside heart... wat u guys want.... miss C,N,Q.... u know wat... today inside the lab... i being bice to u guys.... but u guys think tat im invisible... i know u guys dun fill like tat... but i the 1 hu u guys threat like tat... i know better... i tot we are friend... 'friend'...
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yes, we are friends. all four of us are. and im glad u write this so i can know how you feel, so i can see from your side of the story.
ReplyDeletefirst and foremost. im not going to touch on the issue between u n nisya as thats ur problem with her, but honestly, if u cant find much info, why didnt you call her the night before and ASK? How is she supposed to know u need help if you never tell her in the first place?
secondly, im sorry you feel isolated. we didnt mean to, we didnt realize you feel that way. im sorry.we didnt realize you feel like we were ignoring you. im really sorry you feel isolated, but then usually you always join us naturally when we talk, and i thought you were busy doing your assignment, so i didnt say anything to you. But im really sorry you feel that way.
thirdly, the reason i asked you if you're mad is not to just tell you how wrong you are. i asked because i was actually concerned about you.because i just want you to knw, the reason nisya said that to you is probably because you both are very busy n all, but she can finish her work, so thats why maybe she expects nothing less from you. THAT IS MY POINT. I didnt go there to tell you its all ur fault.
i thought you get what i said, i didnt expect you to take it this way.
fourth, both me and nisya were just kidding during the advertising class. im so sorry we offended you because i thought you know we're joking since we joke around like that normally what. sorry, my bad.
i dont know about you, but this is just a small matter. its like, a misunderstanding. im surprised you said you thought we're friends. Arent we friends? All four of us? We didnt betray you or anything, its just a misunderstanding, are you saying that suddenly we're not friends anymore?
Next time if you are unsatisfied with what i say or do, just tell me to my face so that i knw what i did wrong. i thought you said you're straightforward.
And im just sorry i offended you during the advertising class.